The Challenges of Being a Composer...
We asked our community: what are the challenges you have faced as a composer that you wish was talked about more in the classical music industry? Thank you for your honest responses, which we’ve published anonymously here. To take part in our next poll, sign up for our newsletter or follow us @alterclassical on Instagram.
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No funding. Few opportunities. The expectation that you can sacrifice everything.
Knowing how much to value yourself for payment, and standards of treatment allow
The amount of opportunities that don’t pay fairly on account of you being ‘emerging’
Having to spend a lot of money on promoting your music
Trying to receive funding for a project without having the portfolio to back it as an early career artist
The investment media composers need to make for sample libraries/software
Why are the majority of composer competitions strapped with entry fees?!
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Impostor syndrome, and feeling like your music should always be “intellectual” and “innovative”
Feeling the need to justify my work as always new, radical, cutting edge, groundbreaking somehow
Having confidence in my compositional abilities and ‘style(s)’, and not comparing myself to others
The felt need to go into more commercial avenues and by extension potentially less interesting…
Equal opportunities forms having a reverse effect feeling as though they are tick-box exercises for organisations to meet - just make submissions anonymous!
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The mental/social energy needed to “sell yourself” to lots of different people repeatedly
That you have to market yourself on social media
Wishing I could spend the time I feel I need to promote myself on social media to actually compose!
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The expectations establishments put on us in their calls to fit standards we don’t even know about
The seemingly psychological “leg-up” you get from being able to say you attended a conservatoire when compared to a “normal” university
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Not being under 35
Being a late developer and emerging
The English presumption that emerging has to mean young
The term emerging
At one point I was emerging and by now I should have emerged. I’m almost 40 and still not quite there.
The age limit placed on “being successful” in the public eye. The pressure to “emerge” with prominence and success before the age of 30 is a heavy, scary weight to move past. Why is there an age limit?
The idea that everyone seems to think they know what your destination is, rather than asking you where you’d like to be. Artists constantly emerge. Until someone else (likely younger than you) labels you ‘heritage’.
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Trying not to get fired or made redundant in education work, when taking time off for composing
Making a living from composition
The inability to take time out to start a family, because there’s no support offered
Not having a calendar of opportunities/commissions to look forward to - can be very sporadic and daunting
Having to hide/play down the fact I am an aspiring composer when applying for jobs
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The hardest part of being a composer is being performed
Feeling though I did not network enough in university and now I have no-one to perform my music
Seeking ensembles to perform one’s new works, and getting commissions

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